Friday, February 9, 2007

黒い涙 - Anna Tsuchiya inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES)

finally found the lyrics after weeks of mindlessly singing the song unknown of its meaning. -.-'''

明日なんて来ないようにと願った夜、数え切れない
夢も愛も無くし、雨に打たれたまま、泣いてる、泣いてる、泣いてる...

飾り付けないでこのままの私で生きてゆくため
何が必要
自分さえ信じれず何を信じたらいいの
答えは近すぎて見えない

黒い涙流す
私には何もなくて、悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して
耐えられない、一人では

夜中に泣きつかれて、画いた、自分じゃない自分の顔
弱さを隠したまま、笑顔を作るのは止めよう、止めよう、止めよう...

飾り付けないで生きてゆくことはこのようで一番
難しいこと?
あなたからもらうなら形のないものがいい
壊れるものはもういらない

黒い涙流し叫んでも
知らぬ顔で明日は着て
同じ痛みにぶつかる
そんな日々を続けるなら
遠く消えてしまいたい
わがままとわかっても

黒い涙流す
私にはなにもなくて、悲しすぎて
言葉にさえならなくて
体中が痛み出して

黒い涙流し叫んでも
知らぬ顔で明日は着て
同じ痛みにぶつかる
そんな日々を続けるなら
遠く消えてしまいたい
わがままとわかっても...

I can’t count the nights when I’ve hoped tomorrow won’t come
I’ve lost my dreams and my love; lashed by the rain, I’m crying, crying, crying…

What do I need to do
To be able to live as I am, without dressing myself up?
I can't even believe in myself, so what should I believe in?
The answer is so close that I can’t see it

I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache
I can’t take being alone

At night I grew tired of crying and drew my face, yet it wasn’t my face
I need to stop hiding my weakness and putting on a smile

Is it the hardest thing in the world
To live without dressing oneself up?
If I could have something from you, I want something intangible
I no longer need things that can break

Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...

I cry black tears
I have nothing, I’m so sad
Unable even to put it into words
My whole body begins to ache

Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it's selfish of me...

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